...as a little heart - attack and Alice has to help her grandma. Alice cant tell her parents hy she ants to leave her grans so she has to stay. In the holidays she sees Roger. She feels strange after she has slept ith Bill. Alice takes pills to feel better. She feels horrible and tired. She is afraid of being pregnant but than her period starts. Beth comes home from camp, but she is hardly the same the same person and she met some Jeish jerks, that shes going ith.Alice feels lonely but Roger rites her some letters.Alice gets to kno ChrisChris takes drugs too and she orks in a shop here are the flippiest clothes are sold. Chris has a boyfriend named Ted and Alice gets to kno Richie. Alice and Chris ant to move to San Francisco and to look for jobs. Alice loves her family and she ants to leave them, because she doesnt ant to kno them hich person she is. At first its pretty horrible in San Francisco. Their flat stiffing little one room apartment is clammy and damp. They cant find good jobs. But finally Alice takes a job in some crappy little lingerie store. Chris takes a job in the boutique from Sheila. Sheila is very attractive and the oner of the shop. Alice gets more homesick every day, but she is afraid of telling Chris. She quiets her job and gets a job at Mr. Maria Mellani ho is very fat and jolly man. Alice adores her job and Mellani is like second family father for her. Alice gets to kno Mr. Mellanis family and for the first time she feels happy in San Francisco. Sheila has parties nearly every night and Chris and Alice are alays invited. At first Alice and Chris enjoy the parties, hich are really fun but then. December the 3rd....Chris and Alice decide to leave this screed up some. The to girls find their ne home close to Berkeley. They ork hard to make the apartment looking great. Kids often visit Chris and Alice and tell their problems, but the to girls have enough problems ith their lives.Alice phones her parents and her family is happy to hear from her. Chris and Alice fly home and both are fetched by their parents. Alice likes living at home and Christmas time. After holidays its shock at school. Chris and Alice see each other often at school but not even one other child ants to have contact to Alice. Everyone knos that Alice as a pusher and so they often attack her, Lane is a boy ho takes drugs and he hunts Alice the orst ay. But in February Lane gets hit. Alice cant stand it at home and so she leaves home again. She hitch - hikers to Denver and there she shares a place ith a couple of kids. For a fe nights she sleeps in a park, but one day she goes to a nice church here she gets help. They give her to chance to take a shoer and she gets clean clothes. She is alloed to take acid there. They ant her to stay for a fe day and then to contact her parents. But they dont allo her to take acid Alice gets to kno Doris ho gets good friend for her. Doris is 14 years old and she has been taken Drugs since she as 10 years old. Her current stepfather started heaving sex ith her. One time, hen he hunts her so bad, that her gym - teacher recognised. She got a ne family here her older brothers raped her. Alice lives in the street for some time, but then she comes home again. Everything gets better. She gets to kno and love Joel. But one day Alice becomes clean and she gets to kno and love Joel. But one day Alice gets very ill. She has to go to the State Mental Hospital. She thinks that orms and maggots are craling on her body, but there are only hallucinations. After a fe eeks she becomes OK and she is alloed to go home. No she is happy and she ants to live a happy life ith Joel, her family and Fan. Three eeks later she dies. Her parents find her lying on the floor in the kitchen. THE END...
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