...Lactaemon calls her Furii, that is the Yri ord for firebird. The language consists more or less of fragments of german, french and english slang. in several meetings in Furiis room Deborah shos more and more of her secret kingdom. And one more thing is getting obvious. She focuses every problem into one person. Her Father. Although her father never treated her bad, she is afraid of him. The longer the treatment of Deborah lasts, the more sick she gets. One day she tries to commit suicide. She takes a cigarette and burns holes into her skin and then tries to burn herself. --Furii - Firebird She is put on D -ard the place ith high security in the hospital. There she meets Carla and Helen, also some insane sick people as she calls them . She builds up a relationship. That helps her to get into distance ith Yr. The collect, as she calls the assembled members of Yr, protest. But the orld has grabbed Deborah. One spring morning she can go out into the garden of the hospital. She finds a different orld to Yr and that helps her immeditately. Her behaviour improves. She is nearly normal, and is alloed to go home for five days. But at home everything is different. Her parents and relatives and her sister, they all try to be as polite as possible and that causes sometimes a very tensed situation. Every night she has to take sedatives, but one night at home she hears a disput about her and she feels that she is not anted anymore. She returns to hospital in a different mood. She changes her parents. Dr. Fried and one young student psychologist Dr. Halle are no the ne parents. One day Carla and Deborah go out and return very late. But they decide to return a bit later and run aay. But they come back. They are put in seperate rooms. But the reaction of the doctors is different to their expectations. Deborah and Carla get more privileges. Deborah ants to start a career because they take her in the A ard, the rooms ith the loest security measures. She signs in at high school. She has to pass an exam but Dr. Fried and Dr. Halle help her in her struggle to come into high school and finally she passes.ith the help of her social orker she gets more and more sane. Finally she finishes her relationship ith Yr. She complains that she is ONE OF THEM and ith one single Good bye the kingdom of Yr disappears forever.You may onder about the strange title I never promised you a rose garden At one meeting hen Deborah says that she ants to escape from Yr Dr. Fried says Youre a remarkable girl. But remember my ords hen youre out in the reality I never promised you a rose garden, I never promised you justice, I never said, that it ill be easy for you! These sentences ere one of the most moving sort. I have to say that I never read such a good book. If someone has time to read it please, read it . I think the one ill never say again Look at this fool he behaves like an insane. abqrCEADCJOJQJJaJ6CJOJQJsJaJ5CJOJQJtJaJbrDEBCDaaD...
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